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Sunday, February 15, 2015

FRIEND



A friend is a person that loves you at all times
No conditions
No words

A person that cares,
A person you can count on
A person who is ready to move mountains
Ready to cross the widest ocean
Dive the deepest sea


If you feel you’re crying
You can lean on my shoulder
I will wipe your tears
I will make you smile
Because you are a friend
A special person
That is already a part of my life.

If you feel that the sun is now setting for you
I will make it shine

And if you are in your darkest night
I will let the stars fall
And let the moon shine

If you feel you are falling
I will hold your hand
I will let you stand
And face the world again

Just always remember
I am always here
I am your friend
And I will always be here
FOR YOU

Friday, January 2, 2015

MISINTERPRETED LIFE

I started to laugh
But you started to sob
I started to smile
But you started cry

I tried to hold you
But you started to ran away
I started to tell you
But you told me to go

I know that you are hurt
But I dont know what to do
Because you dont even listen
Listen to what am telling you

Comfort is not enough
Care for you is like a wrath
That chaos of life that you have been
And left you crying in vain.

You still have your life
A life that needs to be treasured
Even if it is not pampered
But at least IT will be remembered

Think that life is a gift
That nobody can be a theft
Because you own it forever
And you can make it happy whenever

I dont ask you to be fruitful
I just told you to be thankful
Because life is beautiful
And it should be treasured.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

ANSWERED PRAYER



The first time I saw you
I told myself that it will be you
I started to pray that someday
You will be with me and you will say I do

The next time I saw you
You are wearing the sweetest smile
That I can see
 Even a thousand mile

I started to pray
Hoping that one day
You will make my dream come true
And you will say I do

Now you walk down the aisle
Wearing that sweet smile
I cannot believe that its true
That you and I is ready to say I do

I promise that I take care of you
No matter what happen
Even disaster will not make it broken
For you are my everything
Everything that made my dreams came true


God gave me you
A treasure that cannot be compared
Because you are the answer
The answer to my prayer

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

LONELY LOVER

As an eagle soars high
I wonder if how can I
I just want to see you
Even you are out of the blue.
Cold breeze of the night
I cant resist without my knight
Where are you my love
To warmth my lonely life.


I wish I could fly
Just like an eagle in the sky
I wish I could swim
To where you might have been


I wonder if I can still see you
I wish I will still do
My life wont be complete
Because you are a part of it


Why do a person who loves
Always left lonely and blue
Why do lovers always tested
And always left not mended

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

WITHERED BUT GROWING

 WITHERED BUT GROWING

I chose to live
But they want me just to exist
To exist like I am nothing
Nothing and not worthy

I have tried to be happy
But they want me to be sad
To be sad that I should be in grief
In grief that I should call death

I want to be thankful that I have family
But that family has never been felt
I never felt that they are there for me
For I am alone like a weed unwanted in a field

I want to show that I am worthy to live
But they never show appreciation
Because they say I am not worthy
Since I am not wanted in this world

I never ask God why
I because I should be thankful I exist
I exist that I can see myself live
Live the life even though they never wanted

I have tried to cry for alms of love
But they give me sadness
I cried for my rights
But they gave me unrighteousness

I told myself
I can grow even I am withered
For I know I am here
Here in this world and I have a purpose.



EVEN SINNERS HAVE SOUL

EVEN SINNERS HAS SOUL

Once I was so happy
I thought I found life
They told me it was not life at all
For I have chosen to live a wrong one

I have followed a path
I thought am taking the right journey
But they said it was to darkness
And so I did stop

I have tried to ask where I should go
One told me here
But the other told me there
I am confused

I tried to listen
But I just hear them say
I tried to speak
But they never listen

I chose my own path
I thought it was happiness
Maybe it was
But for just meantime

Maybe I am just weak
But they told me I am strong
And thus I believe
But then it was really wrong

I came back to say am sorry
But that sorry wasn’t enough
They cant accept me for I have sinned
But I told them “Even sinners have soul”


THE LIFE OF A FOOL

THE LIFE OF A FOOL

I have tried to do everything just to please everyone
But that everything is not enough
I have done most of it just for them to accept me
But that most is not even recognized
I have tried to smile to hide the pain
But still everything hurts
I have tried to be strong but still am weak.

I have cried under the rain
Just to hide my tears
I slept in daytime
Just for me not to see the world
I have mingled to everyone
Just for me to show that am not alone
I have never shed a tear
Just to show to them that am strong

I live for them
But they never been there for me
I loved them looking forward that they will love me
But that was never true
I hated myself
And they are happy that I did
I loved and lived my life
And they shed tears for I am alive

I said I am not alone
But I am still lonely
I said I am happy
But the truth is am sad
I said I am living
But they know am just existing
I want to live

But want to see me die.

Monday, April 14, 2014

WISH I CAN HOLD YOU



I FEEL YOU NEAR
YET YOU ARE SO FAR
I FEEL YOU ARE WITH ME
BUT NOBODY IS BESIDE ME

 I CAN SEE YOU FROM AFAR
BUT I CANT BE NEAR
I TRIED TO SHOUT
HOPE THAT YOU CAN HEAR ME
BUT I FEEL THAT YOU’RE DEAF

 I TRIED TO RUN TO REACH YOU
BUT MY STRENGTH IS NOT ENOUGH
I TRIED AND TRY
BUT NOTHING SEEMS TO BE ENOUGH

 I DID WHAT I CAN
BUT STILL NOTHING WORKS
NOTHING CAN I CAN DO
TO BE NEAR YOU

 I HOPE THAT I CAN HOLD YOU
I WISH THAT YOU CAN STAY BESIDE ME
BUT THAT WAS A DREAM
BUT STILL THAT DREAM IS WHAT I HOLD ON TOO

 I WISH I CAN HOLD YOU
TO BE NEAR YOU FOREVER
HOPE THAT I CAN STAY BY YOURSIDE
FOR ME NOT TO LOOSE YOU FOREVER

 I WISH THAT I CAN HOLD YOU
I WISH I CAN
I WISH I CAN DO THAT
I REALLY WISH I DO
 

WITHOUT YOU


I close my eyes to see you
And I did saw you from afar
I did try to reach you
But it’s impossible

 The distance between us
Cannot be measured
Thousands of steps is not enough
But still I tried

 I hug myself to feel you
I can feel your warmth
But you’re not here
I know you’re not here

 I open my eyes and I saw the truth
I am alone
Alone without you
Weak
So weak without you

 How can I be there?
How can I be with you?
How can I mend this broken heart?
I hope I can without you

 I wish I am an angel
I wish I can fly
But without you I cannot
Because you are my wind

 I am empty
I am alone
I am nothing
Without you

Sunday, April 13, 2014

I AM STILL LOVED


I can see the movement of each leaf
The breeze that hugs them so softly
I can see the sky with a smile
That is kissed by each ray of the sun
I can hear the laughter of tides
As it kisses the shore
I hear the trembling sway of each branch
They sway with happiness
I see all of these
I feel all of these
Thanks that God still loves me
And He doesn’t give up on me
It is shown in nature
And it will be forever