A NOTE OF LOVE FARAWAY

A NOTE OF A LOVE FARAWAY

 

I wish I can fly

Swiftly crossing the sky

Just like an eagle

That’s free to wander

You maybe faraway

But if I can just fly

I will be there in a minute

The time you call me

I wish that to be with you is like a dream

I will always close my eyes

Just to be there

Beside you and forever

But that dream is hard to come true

All I can do is wish for

That soon you will come back to me

Same as the time before I met you.

Like the wave

Silently travelling across the ocean

I wish I can roll with the tide

Just to be with you.

Like a sound of a thunder

I wish that you can hear my heart

That only beats

Because of you.

I know you are far away

But always remember

That I am here always,

Waiting and loving you

You may be gone

You may even forget me

But the scars that you left me

Is carved in my heart that continuously loving you.

SUNRISE IS GONE

SUNRISE IS GONE

That whispers in the morning

That now is gone

A table for two

That now is only for onE

Your embrace

And a sweet caress on my face

While the sun rises

Over silent tides

Now that I am alone

and you are gone

Happiness for me is rare

And impossible to bear

Sun sets into silent

Like raindrops that needs to fall

My eyes and heart can’t do anything

But just wish that you will come back

Sunsets that brings darkness

Just like my lonely heart

That beats for two person in love

But now just for one

Why should this happen

Why should this come though

Why I need to have a broken heart

Why should I feel the pain

Sunsets is the end

But how will I see the sunrise again

If am gone.

LOVE ME AGAIN

We started to go on separate ways

Knowing that we will be apart always.

I can’t bear to lose you

But I need to do it so.

 

Every day when I wake up

I still wish that  we will share our breakfast cup

But am alone and lonely now

Now that you are gone.

 

I keep searching you around

My heart almost fell on the ground.

I wish that you are with me

To love me again.

 

Please, if I have done something wrong

I wish that you will forgive me

And I hope my wait wont be long

Coz I always love you.

 

Please love me again

Love me again

I have waited for you for so long

But I am here waiting for you

 

Love me again

Please love me again.

My heart still beats for you

And I still love you so.

 

I can wait for forever

Just promise me that you will be here for me

And you will still love me

Like you do

 

Just love me again

Love me again

I cant promise anything

But I can assure that I will be here for you.

PRISONER OF LOVE

I have tried

I have cried
I have loved
I have lost

I pick up myself

Make it as a whole again
Then I try
But still I cried

 I told myself it’s enough

But my heart says it’s tough
I can’t forget you
And I don’t know what you do

 I just loved you

And you know it’s true
I never regret
That’s why I can’t forget you

I am still waiting

And still hoping
That one day you realize
That my heart beats because of you.

MY LIFE AND ME

So many times I loved,
So many times I cried
So many times my life broke into pieces
And so many times I stand up from a big fall.

Here I am again
Standing strong,
Broken and crumpled
But I am still me
I know where I am going
And I know where I need to be

Why do happiness is so hard to find
Why do life is so bad to me
I do my best to reach out
But happy life always escapes.

Is this a test
Is this a struggle
This can be a challenge
But this things should be accepted
I am still here
Standing as a whole ME

MY WEIRD LIFE

There are times that you think everything falls down into blank. Nothing left with you but your life.

There are times that you thought your friends are still there at your back but you don’t know that they are stabbing you at your back.

There even times that you thought your love is still alive but you just knew that your special one just left you and exchange to someone’s he thought better than you.

Even everything falls down into zero, even you thought that you are alone.

Even the sky covers the earth with harshness and even the sun may not shine in your life.

Hey it is not yet the end of the world. Keep moving, keep up your pace and walk through the fate that you are making.

Weave your success accordingly to what you think is good for you.

Even love, life and faith to someone is so frustrating and painful, they are not the one who makes your life.

They may be a part of your life but they don’t have the whole of your life. If wounds heal, pain also leaves accordingly in right time.

Yes wounds leaves a scar, same as love and painful life. They leave a scar because they became part of your life.

If your love left you, just say this word. DAMN YOU, YOU JUST LOST THE BEST PERSON WHO CAN LOVE YOU MORE THAN WHAT YOU THINK. Then close your eyes and turn around, don’t look back because if you do, you are looking back to an ASSHOLE.

FOR YOU

I may not have the moon and the stars

To guide you in your dark night

I may not have the sun

To light up your day

But I am always here for you

To care and be there to love you

And to make your world go round.

Because I am here . . . .

FOR YOU

BLIND, MUTE AND DEAF

For you, life is unending darkness

Can’t see even a single ray of light

But be thankful that you can’t see what a real world is.

We can see the world with our bright eyes

See the things that we need to change but we can’t make it happen

We just see it but it’s useless.

Be thankful that you don’t see it all

Because the time you see it, you will be hurt

And regret that you have seen it and can’t do nothing but cry.

You want to sing from your heart

And shout to the world that you can

But no words come out and it hurts you.

Don’t be hurt.

We people that can do it, start singing and shouting for the whole of our life

But we never been heard, nobody ever tried to listen.

Our shout ends with death, with regrets and nothing.

Be thankful that you can’t shout and sing literally

But your heart says so.

With your 10 fingers, everybody understands you.

Your ten fingers and hands is your way for this challenging world.

For you, world is nothing but silence.

Be thankful that you don’t hear the noise.

Noise that makes our ears and heart deaf.

Be thankful, because we people that have it always dreams for silence and peace.

A Silence that we never feel, a silence that until now cannot be achieved.

I know we are whole.

But never felt that we are.

We can see, hear and shout anything that we can do for this world.

But nobody sees the truth, listen to our shouts and hear our cries.

Because this world is Blind, Mute and Deaf for us.

YOU

Whenever I see you smile

It makes my whole world go round
And when I see you cry
It seems that my world is going to die.

Just a twinkle of your eye

With the mists of morning light
It makes my heart beat faster
And give me air to breath for my life.

You made my sun shine

Over a thick black clouds of the day.
You made the moon drop
Over a silent night.

You made my life amazing

With glitters of your smile
You are my everything
And you are my life.

For Mama

When I wake up and open my eyes

I see a smile like an angel

An Angel that will lead for each and everyday.

As I walk through the day.

I see her always beside me

Never let me fall, for she will take everything just for me.

In times I am in trouble,

She will never be out of my sight.

She will always be there as my light.

The light that shines through my way.

She never say tired

Because she never gets tired of having me

For long time in her womb.

I came out with a smile.

Mama, I am here for you

Mama you will always be in my heart

Now that you are old

We will be the one to take care of you.

Mama your smile is our life

The beauty of each and every day

Your embrace is a cure

A cure for a broken heart.

Mama I wish you will always be with us

We want to show you how much we love you.

It maybe late to say this

But we do it so.

You are the melody

The harmony of life.

I love you Mama

And forever we will do.