My Love So Beautiful

It is really hard and painful to set your love free, it makes your world stop, it tears your heart, it ruins your soul and makes your life unmeaningful. There are lots of questions you will ask and it will fall to a single word "why".

I have loved someone, thinking that he loves me the way I do, longing to be with him forever, wishing that he will be the one that will care for me but that was all a dream and he left me. I have ask myself so many times; What have i done wrong? Do somebody have something that I don't have? Am I not good lover? Did I make a mess? Why did he leave me?

It really hurts but what can I do. In the end I found out that he has his new love. I just wish that he will be happy to that person. I just wish that he will find that something that I do not have to that person. But I am always dreaming that he will come back but I am not expecting anymore. He already said goodbye and now am alone and crying. I set him free even it hurts, even it tears my heart.

All I can say now is "thank you for the beautiful love" that you have given to me even that is not true because I am true to me.

Thank you. I love you and goodbye.

WHY DID YOU LET ME LOVE YOU?

It was once a good friendship

Playing around, joking and having fun.

But because of your sweetness and good heart

I started to love you.



I try to stop it,

But you show me everything that gives me the reason to love you.

You don’t even know that I love you,

Because we are friends and that’s what you know.

FIGHTING A LOSING BATTLE

You know that it was over
And you are the loser
But you keep on doing the same
Wishing that he will be tamed.

You know that he was gone
And your love was done
All you can do is cry
Till your eyes become dry.

Even though it was over
But you keep on loving her
Wishing that he will still love you
But now it will never come true.

He was gone and love is over
But you are not putting down your armor
And you are still fighting
For love and a losing battle.

LAST TEARS

All of this time

my life is always in rhyme

I do not have to worry

because you are always beside me.

Time have passed

And love starts to fade

I feel so sad

that our love is going bad.

I give all my life to you.

Thinking that you will love me too

the way that I do.

But that was only a wish and was not true.

Now that you’re gone

and the love was done.

What can I do if you say goodbye

Just sit down and cry?

I want to say to you

that I will always love you

and if this is goodbye

this last drop of tears is offered to you.

GOODBYE MY LOVE

A Cry of a Broken Heart

You was once my companion
My life and my inspiration
But things have changed
And that feeling was gone.

You treat me as a friend
But you are still my everything
I cannot accept this failure
But what can I do.

I tell you that I love you
Even though it will not come true
But what can I do
My heart is till loving you.

It’s really a pain
But who can I blame
My heart cannot forget you
Because I really love you.

Now that you’re gone
And that feeling was gone
I feel so lonely and blue
But I should go through

My heart cries
As your love for me dies
Never said hello
Or even say goodbye.

How can mend a broken heart
How can continue this life
When a part of it was lost
So how can I live life to its most.