THE PLACE OF NOWHERE

GREAT PRETENDER

JEALOUS

Emptiness

A DANCE OF MY LIFE

IF I COULD SEE YOU AGAIN

IF I COULD SEE YOU AGAIN

We said goodbyes

And so it goes

We departed

And never meet again

It has been a long time

I hope you still remember me

The one who loved you

The one always on your side

If I ever see you again

I will tell you how much I love you

I will not let time pass

Without showing how dear you are to me

If I can only turn back time

And I will meet you again

I will make sure that every moment

Is a moment that we will treasure.

If I could see you again

I will make sure that our love will prosper

Like the flower in bloom

And will never wither

I will ever see you again

I will make sure that every moment

Is music in tune.

With beat and harmony

If I could see you again

But the will be when?

HOW CAN IT BE CALLED HEAVEN

HOW CAN IT BE CALLED HEAVEN

I can you see

I can feel you

You seem so near to me

But I cannot touch you

You are blue as a gem

You are precious like heaven

You are calm like paradise

And I wish I there floating with you

I want to feel the breeze

I want to be wrapped

Around your tender love

I want to be in peace

You are my dream

A dream where I will lay

Where I will share my last breath

Because you are my heaven

You are unreachable paradise

The untouchable heaven

That everyone wish

And dream to stay forever

Heaven is happiness

Heaven is calmness

How can I be there?

How can I reach you?

How can I be with you?

How can I be there?

And when can I hold you?

For sometimes I feel you

I just close my eyes

I just stay alone

And that’s the only way

I am with you

Sometimes I feel you when I am sad

When I am in tears you comfort me

When I am alone you are with me

When everything is dark you give me light

Is heaven means sadness?

Does it mean loneliness?

Can I only feel you in tears?

Can I only see you when I close my eyes?

They say paradise is heaven

They say happiness is heaven

They say laughter is heaven

But why is it different?

How can it be a paradise?

If I am alone

How can it be happiness?

If there is tears

How can it be called Heaven?

A SMILE OF BROKEN HEART

I dance under the rain

For them not to see my tears

For them not to know

That I smile while I cry

I mingle with happy people

To forget what you have made

To smile even am broken

I know it’s hard but it needs to end

I said goodbye

But it doesn’t mean I don’t love you

I said goodbye

To let be free and happy

You may see me smile

Yes I smile

Because I see you happy

But that is a smile of a broken heart

Broken into pieces

That it will take long time

To mend and to forget

But I know I did it right for you

I try not to cry

I try not to shed a tear

I try not to be sad

And show a smile of a broken heart

I wish you well

Just be free

Be happy

While I smile with my broken heart.

LOVE AND SORROW

Love,
Why did you come to my life?
Is it because I am ready to accept you?
Or is it because I am hungry for you?

Love,
How are you able to change me?
Is it because of your power?
Or is it because your purity?

I have been wondering
I have been searching
And I finally found you
My unconditional Love.

Love,
Why did you left me?
I am now here alone
Nothing to depend on.

Love,
Did you just forget me?
I have been waiting for you
I have been longing for you
But now you are gone.

Love,
Is this your fruit?
To be happy and have meaningful life
And to die with pain and broken heart?

I am now in sorrow and pain
And I have no power to bear my life again.
Love, why did you do this to me?
You leave my life in misery.

WHY

This is a question that puzzles in my mind. This poem was written by me in 5 minutes asking myself why.

I was really heart broken and i cannot move 0n. But now i am one step forward and trying to mend a broken heart.

this is me and i need to change.