A Sad Goodbye

Once it was a nice and happy relationship
Being a friend and buddy for me.
Hoping that time will never end
And wondering if my wish will come true.

Time passed and season changed
Just like a flower that withers
The sudden beauty was gone
But my love is not yet done.

I wish you will understand me
I wish you will always be there to comfort me
But this part was gone
When I said I love you and you said sorry.

I hope that we can still be friends
But that wish will never come true
Since you are already far away from me
In heart and in reality.

How could I say goodbye
If I did not even say hello
How could I say I love you
When I know that it will never come true.

I only wish that you will be happy
And I will do everything for you
Because I am still here
And contineously loving you.

I will say a sad goodbye
Because I know you are happy
Maybe with somebody
But what can I do.

It is hard to mend a broken heart
But I should do
Even if life is empty
Without you.

Life must go on
And I am still loving you
I want to say goodbye
And hello.

WHY

I Love a person but he left me
Gone away for no reason
I ask myself why?
But I cannot grasp for any answer.

I love him so much
But he did not give it return
I ask why?
But he cannot answer.

I try to love a person
But still I feel I am alone
I ask myself why and what’s wrong?
But there no definite answer

Love is so harse to me
It will never stay for long
And I ask myself why?
But I cannot think for an answer.

Am I a waste to be loved?
Or am I not a good lover?
Am I a stupid person to be loved?
Or I have something in me that is not acceptable?

Why life is like this to me?
Why I am always a looser?
Why they cannot love me?
Why?