LONELY LOVER

As an eagle soars high
I wonder if how can I
I just want to see you
Even you are out of the blue.
Cold breeze of the night
I cant resist without my knight
Where are you my love
To warmth my lonely life.


I wish I could fly
Just like an eagle in the sky
I wish I could swim
To where you might have been


I wonder if I can still see you
I wish I will still do
My life wont be complete
Because you are a part of it


Why do a person who loves
Always left lonely and blue
Why do lovers always tested
And always left not mended

WITHERED BUT GROWING

 WITHERED BUT GROWING

I chose to live

But they want me just to exist

To exist like I am nothing

Nothing and not worthy

I have tried to be happy

But they want me to be sad

To be sad that I should be in grief

In grief that I should call death

I want to be thankful that I have family

But that family has never been felt

I never felt that they are there for me

For I am alone like a weed unwanted in a field

I want to show that I am worthy to live

But they never show appreciation

Because they say I am not worthy

Since I am not wanted in this world

I never ask God why

I because I should be thankful I exist

I exist that I can see myself live

Live the life even though they never wanted

I have tried to cry for alms of love

But they give me sadness

I cried for my rights

But they gave me unrighteousness

I told myself

I can grow even I am withered

For I know I am here

Here in this world and I have a purpose.

EVEN SINNERS HAVE SOUL

EVEN SINNERS HAS SOUL

Once I was so happy

I thought I found life

They told me it was not life at all

For I have chosen to live a wrong one

I have followed a path

I thought am taking the right journey

But they said it was to darkness

And so I did stop

I have tried to ask where I should go

One told me here

But the other told me there

I am confused

I tried to listen

But I just hear them say

I tried to speak

But they never listen

I chose my own path

I thought it was happiness

Maybe it was

But for just meantime

Maybe I am just weak

But they told me I am strong

And thus I believe

But then it was really wrong

I came back to say am sorry

But that sorry wasn’t enough

They cant accept me for I have sinned

But I told them “Even sinners have soul”

THE LIFE OF A FOOL

THE LIFE OF A FOOL

I have tried to do everything just to please everyone

But that everything is not enough

I have done most of it just for them to accept me

But that most is not even recognized

I have tried to smile to hide the pain

But still everything hurts

I have tried to be strong but still am weak.

I have cried under the rain

Just to hide my tears

I slept in daytime

Just for me not to see the world

I have mingled to everyone

Just for me to show that am not alone

I have never shed a tear

Just to show to them that am strong

I live for them

But they never been there for me

I loved them looking forward that they will love me

But that was never true

I hated myself

And they are happy that I did

I loved and lived my life

And they shed tears for I am alive

I said I am not alone

But I am still lonely

I said I am happy

But the truth is am sad

I said I am living

But they know am just existing

I want to live

But want to see me die.