THE LIFE OF A FOOL

THE LIFE OF A FOOL

I have tried to do everything just to please everyone

But that everything is not enough

I have done most of it just for them to accept me

But that most is not even recognized

I have tried to smile to hide the pain

But still everything hurts

I have tried to be strong but still am weak.

I have cried under the rain

Just to hide my tears

I slept in daytime

Just for me not to see the world

I have mingled to everyone

Just for me to show that am not alone

I have never shed a tear

Just to show to them that am strong

I live for them

But they never been there for me

I loved them looking forward that they will love me

But that was never true

I hated myself

And they are happy that I did

I loved and lived my life

And they shed tears for I am alive

I said I am not alone

But I am still lonely

I said I am happy

But the truth is am sad

I said I am living

But they know am just existing

I want to live

But want to see me die.