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Sunday, July 22, 2012

PRISONER OF LOVE


I have tried
I have cried
I have loved
I have lost

I pick up myself
Make it as a whole again
Then I try
But still I cried

 I told myself it’s enough
But my heart says it’s tough
I can’t forget you
And I don’t know what you do

 I just loved you
And you know it’s true
I never regret
That’s why I can’t forget you

I am still waiting
And still hoping
That one day you realize
That my heart beats because of you.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

MY LIFE AND ME

So many times I loved,
So many times I cried
So many times my life broke into pieces
And so many times I stand up from a big fall.

Here I am again
Standing strong,
Broken and crumpled
But I am still me
I know where I am going
And I know where I need to be

Why do happiness is so hard to find
Why do life is so bad to me
I do my best to reach out
But happy life always escapes.

Is this a test
Is this a struggle
This can be a challenge
But this things should be accepted
I am still here
Standing as a whole ME

Sunday, May 6, 2012

MY WEIRD LIFE


There are times that you think everything falls down into blank. Nothing left with you but your life.

There are times that you thought your friends are still there at your back but you don’t know that they are stabbing you at your back.

There even times that you thought your love is still alive but you just knew that your special one just left you and exchange to someone’s he thought better than you.

Even everything falls down into zero, even you thought that you are alone.

Even the sky covers the earth with harshness and even the sun may not shine in your life.

Hey it is not yet the end of the world. Keep moving, keep up your pace and walk through the fate that you are making.

Weave your success accordingly to what you think is good for you.

Even love, life and faith to someone is so frustrating and painful, they are not the one who makes your life.

They may be a part of your life but they don’t have the whole of your life. If wounds heal, pain also leaves accordingly in right time.

Yes wounds leaves a scar, same as love and painful life. They leave a scar because they became part of your life.

If your love left you, just say this word. DAMN YOU, YOU JUST LOST THE BEST PERSON WHO CAN LOVE YOU MORE THAN WHAT YOU THINK. Then close your eyes and turn around, don’t look back because if you do, you are looking back to an ASSHOLE.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

FOR YOU


I may not have the moon and the stars

To guide you in your dark night

I may not have the sun

To light up your day

But I am always here for you

To care and be there to love you

And to make your world go round.

Because I am here . . . .

FOR YOU

Friday, March 23, 2012

BLIND, MUTE AND DEAF


For you, life is unending darkness
Can’t see even a single ray of light
But be thankful that you can’t see what a real world is.
We can see the world with our bright eyes
See the things that we need to change but we can’t make it happen
We just see it but it’s useless.
Be thankful that you don’t see it all
Because the time you see it, you will be hurt
And regret that you have seen it and can’t do nothing but cry.

You want to sing from your heart
And shout to the world that you can
But no words come out and it hurts you.
Don’t be hurt.
We people that can do it, start singing and shouting for the whole of our life
But we never been heard, nobody ever tried to listen.
Our shout ends with death, with regrets and nothing.
Be thankful that you can’t shout and sing literally
But your heart says so.
With your 10 fingers, everybody understands you.
Your ten fingers and hands is your way for this challenging world.

For you, world is nothing but silence.
Be thankful that you don’t hear the noise.
Noise that makes our ears and heart deaf.
Be thankful, because we people that have it always dreams for silence and peace.
A Silence that we never feel, a silence that until now cannot be achieved.

I know we are whole.
But never felt that we are.
We can see, hear and shout anything that we can do for this world.
But nobody sees the truth, listen to our shouts and hear our cries.
Because this world is Blind, Mute and Deaf for us.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

YOU




Whenever I see you smile
It makes my whole world go round
And when I see you cry
It seems that my world is going to die.

Just a twinkle of your eye
With the mists of morning light
It makes my heart beat faster
And give me air to breath for my life.

You made my sun shine
Over a thick black clouds of the day.
You made the moon drop
Over a silent night.

You made my life amazing
With glitters of your smile
You are my everything
And you are my life.

Friday, February 10, 2012

For Mama



When I wake up and open my eyes
I see a smile like an angel
An Angel that will lead for each and everyday.

As I walk through the day.
I see her always beside me
Never let me fall, for she will take everything just for me.

In times I am in trouble,
She will never be out of my sight.
She will always be there as my light.
The light that shines through my way.

She never say tired
Because she never gets tired of having me
For long time in her womb.
I came out with a smile.

Mama, I am here for you
Mama you will always be in my heart
Now that you are old
We will be the one to take care of you.

Mama your smile is our life
The beauty of each and every day
Your embrace is a cure
A cure for a broken heart.

Mama I wish you will always be with us
We want to show you how much we love you.
It maybe late to say this
But we do it so.

You are the melody
The harmony of life.
I love you Mama
And forever we will do.