HOW CAN IT BE CALLED HEAVEN

HOW CAN IT BE CALLED HEAVEN

I can you see

I can feel you

You seem so near to me

But I cannot touch you

You are blue as a gem

You are precious like heaven

You are calm like paradise

And I wish I there floating with you

I want to feel the breeze

I want to be wrapped

Around your tender love

I want to be in peace

You are my dream

A dream where I will lay

Where I will share my last breath

Because you are my heaven

You are unreachable paradise

The untouchable heaven

That everyone wish

And dream to stay forever

Heaven is happiness

Heaven is calmness

How can I be there?

How can I reach you?

How can I be with you?

How can I be there?

And when can I hold you?

For sometimes I feel you

I just close my eyes

I just stay alone

And that’s the only way

I am with you

Sometimes I feel you when I am sad

When I am in tears you comfort me

When I am alone you are with me

When everything is dark you give me light

Is heaven means sadness?

Does it mean loneliness?

Can I only feel you in tears?

Can I only see you when I close my eyes?

They say paradise is heaven

They say happiness is heaven

They say laughter is heaven

But why is it different?

How can it be a paradise?

If I am alone

How can it be happiness?

If there is tears

How can it be called Heaven?

I’LL SAY GOODBYE

I’LL SAY GOODBYE

I say goodbye

It’s time for me to go

I wave goodbye

Don’t know if I will come back on no.

I set you free

You can now fly

Free like a wind

To comfort somebody

Don’t worry my dear

I will always be here

Alone and trying to mend

The broken heart you left in me

You may see me cry

But don’t worry

I want you to be happy

That’s the reason, why set you free

I know it’s hard

I know it’s sad

I know it will take time

But I know you will be happy

I will know say goodbye

To my love

To the memories

And the time you are with me

Be free

Have a smile always

And if you see me again

Just give me sweet smile and I will be happy

Thank you my love

Thank you for the time

Thank you

And now I need to go

Goodbye.

LET IT BE

LET IT BE

Let the moon shine

To light up your night

Let the stars glitter

To decorate you broken heart

Let the leaves fall

To give way to spring

Let the flowers bloom

To color your world

Let the night ends

To give way to sunshine

Let the wind breeze

To comfort your lonely heart

Life without you is nothing

I always sit here waiting for you

Waiting that one day you will come

But you are gone and will never come

Let the river flows

Like my tears of sadness

Let the mountain rolls

Like the an obstruction of love

Let birds sing

Calling for you

Let the wind blows

Whispering your name

I close my eyes

Feel the warmth that is gone

Holding you in my dreams

I know you are gone so let it be.

CYCLE

Rain drops

Tears fall

Heart cries

And life dies

Trees grows

Flowers bloom

Leaves are green

And it all ends up dry

Rivers flow

Bends in every valley

Cross every mountain

Ends up in a wild blue ocean

A child is born

Loved

Broken

And gone

Love grows

Pampered

Shared

Lasts and gone

I DIDN’T KNOW MY OWN STRENGTH

I stumble, I fall

I crawl, I stand up

Taking a chance

To know my own strength

I was not build to be brave

To fight a battle

I was not build with power

To save her

I was not meant to live further

I didn’t know my own strength

I was not built to break

But I crashed her

I was built for nothing

But I don’t know I can change something

I didn’t know my own strength

And I change her

I talked to my soul

And ask if I can it

I don’t have the power to conquer

I just know what I live for

I was lost

Lost for long time

I thought I never find my way.

Because I don’t that I have strength

I thought I cannot flip my own wings

I thought I can’t cross a river

Or even climb a mountain

I didn’t know my own strength but I move through.

Now I know what I can do

I know what I live for

Now I just need to flip my wings

And fly with my own strength.

MISINTERPRETED LIFE

I started to laugh
But you started to sob
I started to smile
But you started cry

I tried to hold you
But you started to ran away
I started to tell you
But you told me to go

I know that you are hurt
But I dont know what to do
Because you dont even listen
Listen to what am telling you

Comfort is not enough
Care for you is like a wrath
That chaos of life that you have been
And left you crying in vain.

You still have your life
A life that needs to be treasured
Even if it is not pampered
But at least IT will be remembered

Think that life is a gift
That nobody can be a theft
Because you own it forever
And you can make it happy whenever

I dont ask you to be fruitful
I just told you to be thankful
Because life is beautiful
And it should be treasured.

ANSWERED PRAYER

The first time I saw you

I told myself that it will be you

I started to pray that someday

You will be with me and you will say I do

The next time I saw you

You are wearing the sweetest smile

That I can see

 Even a thousand mile

I started to pray

Hoping that one day

You will make my dream come true

And you will say I do

Now you walk down the aisle

Wearing that sweet smile

I cannot believe that its true

That you and I is ready to say I do

I promise that I take care of you

No matter what happen

Even disaster will not make it broken

For you are my everything

Everything that made my dreams came true

God gave me you

A treasure that cannot be compared

Because you are the answer

The answer to my prayer